hiding from what you know is true

Asking herself the question:
Are you welcoming all of your life's drama for the sake of entertainment or because it's important to you?
does it matter in the end?
caring too much about something which will probably just leave her unhappily jaded.
but if she's okay now, does that say something?
THE HAPPIEST SHE'S BEEN SINCE


the heart attack


doesn't that say something? happy without you
but glad to have her friend back
only finding it hard to keep from holding his hand
and wanting to kiss him

but she refuses to get hurt again...
like last time.
so she closes herself off a bit
she's been successful at it before
don't tell him you miss him
just say hi and ask how his week was
and oh! I read the best book the other day!

maybe the hugs are a little tighter than they would be
maybe the eyes linger with a playful smile a little longer than they would
if they didn't miss holding hands

but oh! such a good book!
and have you tried this tea? i think it's my new favorite.