Lord, it's lonely here.

Completely frustrated.

I should wear a sign that says: Will stop at nothing until everyone around her hates her. That seems to be my motto of late, anyways. Maybe it's the medicine, it makes me anxious at the very least. Maybe it's the month, February has never been a good one. Maybe it's just a continuation of the bad series of events that have been happening in my life.
I don't want to deal with drama anymore, I'm not cut out for it.
I have enough on my plate right now, that I don't need people causing problems that don't need to be there in the first place.
I'm also wondering where the alleged best friend disappeared to. I'm not okay, if you're wondering.

THIS IS ME LETTING GO. THIS IS ME DROPPING IT, BECAUSE I CANT DO IT ANYMORE.
The stress in all areas of my life is making me so tired, I just can't do it. I want to go home.
all i want to do is to go home, to a time and a place where I just sat on the sidelines all the time, watching the drama happen. Somehow, in this city, I've been put right, smack dab, in the middle of it all. It doesn't make sense to me why so many people around me seek out drama from me.
I don't get enjoyment from it, all it makes me want to do is curl up in a ball and sleep it away.
I don't have the time for that right now.